Annoyed

Idk what happened but everything all of a sudden is annoying the shit out of me. Why set yourself up for disappointment once again. Idk i mean i get that love is a thing that you just know is real and that you have but...why constantly set yourself up for disaster? It gets old for the people that you run to. Eventually they are just going to deny you when you constantly keep going back. Idk its almost like your being used, or your wasting your time, because you know what will happen. It seems like a never ending and EXHAUSTING circle, and frankly im kinda sick of it. Its like trying to get someone help for a problem they have. They have to WANT to get better to get help, otherwise what you say doesn't really mean too much. I mean it does, it really does..but its the same cycle. I know its annoying, frustrating, and exhausting for those who are involved, its actually taxing to them. I know ive been that person, and i have been on the other side, person who is being the shoulder. It is taxing and exhausting.

Another thing, why would someone invite someone over then let that person just sit there by their self with nothing to do but sit there and stare at a wall with their thumb up their ass. Its rude, uncalled for and just annoying. I dont get it, if you dont want to do anything then dont invite people over then let them be by their self. Gah people are so fucking inconsiderate! The same goes for people who need answers to complete something and no one is giving you the answer, and the deadline is in oh lets say 2 days. Its annoying and unprofessional. How is someone supposed to..oh idk make a schedule lets say when new rules are being implemented but know one really has an understanding of those rules. So when you have a question about it and ask the people in charge and they just stare at you and say hmmmm thats a good question i dont know what to tell you. WTF is that person supposed to do. I guess make the schedule and if its wrong and they get fucked over say well i only asked about it over and over and you jsut stared at me like i was a fucking mirror. Just soo unprofessional and just..ugh annoying. NO wonder why people go crazy. Another thing. I love when people request off for a weekend or day and be like oh well i cant word during the week to make up those hours for that week..well damn huh you should have thought about that earlier. you just cant take off and expect it to be okay and no repercussion. ESPECIALLY if the bulk of your hours come from working the weekend and you request two weekends in a row off..WTF. THAT ANNOYS ME. THen you get mad at me cuz im trying to make something work for you. Its fucking ridic.



okay im getting tired from typing imma jsut leave now

Peace