Irritability

I really do not show anger easily. It takes a lot for me to get physically upset and angry. But getting annoyed or irritated is a whole different area for me. I get annoyed at the drop of a hat. If someone says something to me in a way that stirs me up i get annoyed. I dont usually come right out and say im annoyed but I definetly dish it right back. A lot of silence or snide remarks..stupid things like that. At the time, i really dont give a rats ass that im doing that. Yes, i know some of you are like damn shes a bitch..and i would have to agree. I am quite the bitch when i need to be or provoked. Little things just annoy me and i need to get my space from that thing or person. In most cases that other thing/person does not understand that and then the situation becomes more silent, and more bitchiness arises. Which is fine with me because when im in that mode theres nothing i like more then to continue to give it back. I am writing this blog because i am irritated right now. I get defensive, and just dont give a fuck..i mean i do but at the moment its like just let me go my way for a moment. If you dont see it how i see...you dont have to try and understand im not asking for that im just asking that you dont make it seem like im the scew up or im the messed up one etc etc. The list goes on and on. I make mistakes all the time...i get that and im sorry for that..i really have screwed up a lot of times with trust and words like that. But please you dont have remind me about it at every given chance. It just makes me more annoyed, and the conversation continues to be like talking to a wall. But now im just rambling..so imma just call it a end of this blog. lol