Patience

Its true what they say, Patience is a virtue. A virtue that I have in most instances, but noticed I lack completely in other instances. There are moments in time when, the impossible seem so out of reach and the possible is just in front of our face and we cannot reach out and grab it. How does one grasp that concept of not being able to accomplish or have what they want. We spend our whole life plotting out story lines for our self that when the time comes, or we find a piece of the puzzle of life that some how our thoughts and plan just seem not to be the same shape as the puzzle piece anymore. A lot of people, including myself, constantly live their life in the what if stage, while others are able to live in the this is now stage. What keeps us from falling into the what if, and start to live in the now...of course within reason..remember my last blog about keeping your priorities straight..that's still IMPORTANT.

It's kind of crazy when you think about it, that we live in a society where our happiness and dreams get pushed aside for being responsible and making money. When did our happiness and our dreams become a back burner thought? I find it particularly sad that our society isn't about happiness, but about what we should be doing. Just because we want this, and this is our dream we shouldn't do it, we should do this other thing that we really have no desire to do. We should do it because this is what is right, this is what will keep our feet on the ground, and everyone happy. Everyone though? What about the person that is doing this, are they happy? Is this what they want, to push their dreams aside to make everyone else happy? I feel that we need to make enemies in our life, especially when it comes to finding our true happiness. I know though, words are a hell of a lot easier said then done. Trust me I know.

We spend our whole life doing whats right, that when our dream comes along we don't even notice it, we let it blow right past us in the breeze. We let what should be, block happiness out...block it out so far that we don't even recognize it anymore. Maybe, we should all just work on that. Just a thought tho. Oh and another thing, when you find something amazing and you can't get to it..even though its right there..it really really really really fucking sucks. Just saying.

Peace