Sad

Today is a sad day...its rainy, cold, fall, just all around blah. On top of that I had to work, and truthfully I hate that place. I want to leave sooooo bad. I want to get another major and finish it at home so I can play basketball, and just get away from here. I mean dont get me wrong I do love state college, I have some AMAZING friends, and i really do LOVE my classes im taking for my major. They are really interesting. I am just a very athletic person, and I needs sports. I have been on Intramural baseketball teams and such, but..they just dont do it for me. Its not the same. I miss it.

The main reason im sad today is i REALLYYYYYYYY miss by Best friend, my life, my literally.. everything. She lives in another state and its just hard for us to actually see each other and hang out like i wish we could. She is soo amazing, we text non stop, she just is amazing. She knows everything about me, I would lay my life down for her. Shes soo kind, and is always doing things for others...especially her family. Who i think expect an UNREASONABLE amount from someone...it saddens me, but thats beside the point. But yeah i miss her a lot shes my best friend ever, i love her. BUTTTTTT shes coming for the week of Thanksgiving. So thats what im giving thanks to. I just wish November would come sooner than later. I know its a month away, but still it just sucks that we live so far away and have to save up money to go see each other. I went to Florida with her and her family last summer. BEST TIME OF MY LIFE. BLAHHHHHH i miss her. Okay enough me sounding annoying and monotonous....its just hard.

Back to doing homework and being studious with my other best friend Christopher <3

Peace ☮